Saturday, December 19, 2009

Advice & Tips...what should I do?

Well my fiance %26amp; I have been going through alot of stuff lately %26amp;%26amp; have had alot to deal with such as..a misscarriage..%26amp;%26amp; stress I found out a bit after we started dating that he was addicted to roxycodone..%26amp; we worked together to get hiim off of them..SO I THOUGHT HE was off of them compleately %26amp; then found out a few days be4 my misscarriage that he didn't even stop at all %26amp; was still doing them well now he's been off of them for 10days %26amp; started on 30mg/day of methadone and now is down to taking 10mg/day. I'm happy but I was lied 2 for 2 whole months about his addiction..I decided 2 stay with him b/c I do love him but If the lies %26amp;%26amp; pills start back up then I am leaving him for sure....but today is the only day I've been off work %26amp;%26amp; we'll spend the full day 2gether I am so proud of him really for his 10 day success...what could I do..or plan for us to have a fun day..I havent slept all night so I know I'm going to be very restless but I want suggestions on something we could do to bring us closer? we've grown apart a bit b/c of trust issues %26amp; I want 2 just have ONE day where he can smile %26amp; laugh ...its been so long since we've laughed together...wow. ..I DO KNOW 4 SURE I WANT 2 go OUT 2 eat =)lol but any one know anyways to help me out with showing him I love him %26amp; am proud of him too?!Advice %26amp; Tips...what should I do?
wow, i can only say you know really how to care and be there, i dont know perhaps just see the stars appreciate them, star gazing or walking near the beach at 4pm in the afternoon where the sun is about to say good bye already.Advice %26amp; Tips...what should I do?
ANYONE who would go from OXYCODOCONE to METHADONE instead of just doing a DETOX is doing it because they want to be UNDER THE INFLUENCE of the OPIATE legally and indefinitely.....





Be smart and avoid the TRAIN WRECK before it happens.......dont get on the TRAIN%26gt;.................please!

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